PUTRA

Sitting by your open window -
A dull breeze flicking the curtain,
The morning sun a broken thing
without beauty...
Trapped behind a concrete slab
of 21st century living...
And what does it take -
what does it take
to make it through the day
This pale day
Violent in its lovelessness
Broken before it has had a chance
to shade the scorched grasslands
of a future without solace?
Like Icarus - But without ecstasy,
It knows well and truely
that happiness
DOES NOT
CANNOT
AND NEVER WILL
ever be able to spread out its wings
like a tired moth -
sick of the moon
An Aeon before the power had its power
and so to the paleness - to the distance.

7.6.11
332

Trip to the unknown

Some goes to the city , some pack their bags and run into the wild leaving those cowards behind with their Same old life and comfort. who can blame those cowards? after all it is the easiest way, the easiest place to stay and to live life. It may sound radical but its a true fact. Life is all about making decision and there is no right or wrong to our decision making. that's just life.Some take it too seriously and end up screaming, yelling, crying and blaming him/her/u/me/shits. When life gets complicated, some retreat but plenty makes it more complicated. Its the decision one makes to 'break free', just don't expect people to understand you, to respect your life journey because it is after all YOUR life, YOUR decision and YOUR pleasure. life is uncontrollable and unpredictable, this is how everything was , is and always be..It's pointless to resist because it will make a devil out of you. If you don't learn to accept chaos and the reality that happiness itself is a myth, then the painful ghostly affliction that haunts you now will haunt you forever. Joy exists, as does pleasure and ecstasy.. but they can only ever be short lived and if you can learn to accept that then you'll be fine. it's about trusting your instincts and knowing which certain winds blow. stop judging, stop blaming just keep on going. whatever life gives you, accept with a smile. keep the head high and the spirit even higher. people will spit on you, wipe it and say thank you. sooner or later they will stop spitting .

34 yrs old.
transfer.
15 june 2011